Thursday, January 17, 2008

我當奶媽

小瓜的媽又出國公幹,我天天兩邊跑,確實累。

那天他送他母親上計程車,沒料到媽媽竟是在那天沒有回來帶他回家,於是當晚就發病;後來我們好好地向他解釋,媽媽去工作了,三星期后回來,姨姨和婆婆疼你……他似乎聼懂了,忽然就在接下來的數十小時裏決口不提媽媽,直到姐夫以視頻與姐姐連上。小瓜一如他九月大時那樣,撲向電腦屏幕親吻媽媽的影像,我看了非常心疼!姐夫後來說,小瓜半夜乍醒不見媽媽,就一直媽媽媽媽地輕聲喊,真的有夠淒慘。我每天下班后回去看小瓜,天黑后離開,走前會把小瓜抱住對他說,姨姨要囘了,明天再來看你好不好?小瓜皺起小臉,我親親他,他就點點頭讓我走。

其實我知道小孩子需要在長大過程中接受一點點的磨練,可是我怎麽覺得這樣的安排不是在磨煉小瓜,而是我?

很可憐啊!

3 comments:

keNJi said...

That day sent my niece (Tzian) for a coach back to Singapore, I'm also dropping my tears...

The feeling of apart is not good at all....

Luckily, CNY coming soon, i can see my lovely Tzian again... :)

de Cor's said...

kenji,心上掉了一塊肉那樣對吧?:P

keNJi said...

yahh...and not 1 piece, it's many pieces.....

I think she felt something as well....when she woke up and reached Sg, her first question: Where's Xiao Jiu (me)??

How i wish i have a cute baby...