Thursday, September 3, 2009

關我髮事

今天忙得天昏地暗之際擡頭一望,看見 Y。印象中的她頭髮是短的很清爽的,但好久不見以後的今天再見她,她的頭髮已經很長。於是她整個人看起來就不一樣極了,她變得非常有味道,微卷的髮梢在她舉手投足間擺動得煞是好看。我們互相噓寒幾句,而畢竟大家都忙,她沒逗留多久便就走了。她走后我又重新埋頭于那個怎樣關也關不上的檔案裏,心機算盡著揣摩究竟,我該用什麽樣的方法與以怎樣的姿態,才能用最友善最誠懇的字句表明立場,告訴客戶我們絕不是賣大包公司,不管他們有多依賴我們,我們都已經是時候分道揚鑣…… 想著想著,我不由自主地把十只手指完全埋入髮裏,搓著、搓著…… 忽然,像想起了什麽似的,我白屏了。

 

當機狀態維持了長達數分鐘,我才囘過神來繼續未完的工作。

 

長頭髮時,我從來不會將手指埋入頭髮裏的,而我意外發現,我竟是非常喜歡這樣。我已經很習慣我的短髮了。

 

長頭髮時,我唯一會讓手指與頭髮接觸的時候,是當我想把頭髮全然束起時,因爲我很受不了頭髮在臉上“川行”的感覺;而前男友雖然深愛長髮的我,我卻完全沒有他伸手撫摸過我的頭髮的記憶。大概是怕會坏了我的髮髻吧,我絕大多數時候都是梳著髮髻的,因爲前男友不只一次表態,說他非常喜歡我梳著髮髻的酷酷樣子。“看起來一副聰明能幹的樣子。”他說。

 

我其實是從小沒得留長髮的:

31 別管我是準備打人還是準備被打那個,反正我們小時候都沒有機會留長頭髮就對了。(要是你真的好奇,你看哪個長得比較像我外甥就知道那個就是我姐咯)。

 

再大一點有沒有得留長髮?You bet:

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另,沒錯我從小就是那張“慢煎”樣,從小就很多不滿就對啦。

再另,我老爸也有過一部 Datsun 的 OK?

 

〉中學時期就留了長髮,原因是短頭髮綁不起來讀書很不方便,我最恨學校老師不讓留劉海。其實我一點也不崇拜郭富城啊、王菲那樣的頭髮,整撮劉海黏在額頭眼睛上,美咩?我其實只是希望能后留夠長,可以全部和後面長的部分綁起來罷了。

(中學時期樣子真的會讓人想砍我,所以算了。)

 

〉中五畢業第二天就去剪掉整尺長頭髮。不信?剪了沒多久就第一次去了澳洲:

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就這兩張照片裏的我,爲我在後來留了十多年長髮前的最後一個造型。

 

〉那十多年老髮是去了墨爾本后就沒有再剪短過。無他,因爲別人不喜歡,而且我很年輕啊,年輕得什麽都要怕,剪頭髮又要怕,頭髮不美又要煩,全部綁起來最好,但綁多了頭髮一直掉,我看到洗澡間的“髮菜”就心寒(我媽看到也怕):

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〉曾經將頭髮染成銅色:

11157558144767l 沒錯他就是我的二奶啦他這個月終于要做老襯了。

 

〉我曾經將頭髮燙卷:

IMGP5665 囧rz… 所以果然還是綁起來比較好 --〉IMGP5703

 

〉我做過離子燙(哇塞值得一提的是,那是我唯一一次抓到前男友目不轉睛地看著我,那時我剛動手術取走盲腸。)

IMG-7777〉就因爲抓到前男友目不轉睛看我,於是我清湯挂面了很久:

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〉到結婚:

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〉終于到了覺得夠了,enough is enough。我將頭髮還原成它原來的顔色和我的天然捲:

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〉再給黑色的天然捲髮長到腰:

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〉然後,剪了:

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你會覺得我是個無情的人吧?我也覺得自己是。因爲我一點難過也沒有,我甚至完全不想念。頭髮罷了,要它長回來的話很容易啊。那天周末下午,我坐在屬於我的小小地盤專心忙著,前男友從我的身後走過,隨手一伸,揉了揉我的頭,輕輕地,搓搓,才走開。我若無其事般繼續讓手指在鍵盤上敲打,眼睛一直盯著屏幕,即沒有轉頭去看他也沒有跟他説話,嘴角卻不能自主地揚了上來。他一定不知道,就凴他那將手指伸入我的頭髮那麽溫柔地揉了一下的動作,就可能永久性地打消了我要將頭髮重新留長的念頭。:)

4 comments:

bluessz said...

~~~ who asked you this question: how long does it take to grow back?! hahahahhahahahaha

rainechong said...

haha..i have my story too..
long -> short -> long->curly + colored ->short -> long -> short -> curl
and going to cut Super Short ..

Nichole said...

I prefer short hair too but is keeping it long for the 'big day' =) Would like to look more feminine. How are you Corra? You had a good weekend? I didn't do anything special, went for 3 movies, dim sum and that was it. Life here is pretty simple, unlike in Malaysia, plenty of night life (i.e mamak, pasar malam etc. I miss the life back in KL and am counting down the times to go home. Not long now, 11 weeks to go...... I want to go to SS2 pasar malam, eat lots and lots of roti tissue, roti telur, hokkien mee, mash potatoes in KFC etc etc etc (ahh, all this thoughts are making me hungry!).

By the way, I bought some skin products. Shu Uemura clensing oil, Kiehl calendula toner, Kiehl Abyssine lotion, Kiehl papaya scrub face cleanser. Not lying, the effects were immediate! Will didn't know how to appreciate the products that I bought at first, he think they were over priced. But not anymore when he saw the difference they made on my face a few days ago lol.. I am in love with Kiehl, thanks for the recommedation! You are the best!!

Hugs
Nichole

de Cor's said...

Nichole..

I was on holiday over the long weekend, not too bad overall, except for it's a bit too rough for me to cope. :)

I am glad that you find the product useful! The trick is to be determined and be persistent - there's no holiday when you start taking care of your skins, it's a 24/7 job, no matter how tired or busy you are. :)

By the way, thanks for reposting the article, I haven't got time to drop by yet, I will be soon.

xoxo,
Corra